Working on a story is a lot harder then it seems, especially when inspiration can be lost so easily and then gained again after a lot of hard work. I never imagined that it would take so long to get more then a page of writing down that actually is how I want to to be, especially when I am trying to make it so as people will like my story, which is broken up into many different parts. Sometimes I wish that I could just sit here at my computer and type for hours on end just to advance the story to be able to put more of the story up on FP.com. I also thought that with school holidays being here for two weeks that I would be able to work on it more but it doesn't seem like being able to relax has helped much at all.

Hmm, I just realized that this is also my first journal entry, I generally don't write out in a journal online. I don't normally have the patience to do such a thing. I guess I don't even know why I am writing out now, I guess that I am just odd in the way that I need to write something down some where before my head explodes from all of the random thoughts that keep turning over in my head making it hard to think clearly.

Hmmm, as always, I lost the inspiration to write anymore.

~Suka